Then you realize that when you're abusive in relationships, you never form the secure, trusting bond that comes with healthy, genuine love. The red pill will make you FEEL like you make some quick progress, then after 4 or 5 years, you wonder why all of your relationships are so chaotic, damaging, and unfulfilling, and why you feel so miserable and lonely as a person even though you've been going on more dates than you ever have before. The rock hard built guy who has lots of friends and social dominance. I'm actually now scared to continue dating this girl now because I feel like eventually I'll be the boring guy she is dating and she'll cheat on me eventually with the Red Pill guy. So how much of it is true though? Do women really respond to this quite well? Which type of women? All of them? On top of that you have to put down others (the betas) and make sure you feel like you're above them. I mean I understand being yourself and not putting them in a pedestal and and not agreeing with everything they say, but TRP sounds like you have to treat them like animals. Like, they flat out see women as sex slaves or something or toys. On top of that it's so strict and it's like a damn cult. I mean I'm all for masculinity but not pure douchebaggery. there's so much crap on there that I don't think I have the heart to do. And I mean I wanted to improve my life before her but she's the reason why I want to take my journey of improvement more serious.Īnd I thought the Red Pill would be a good place for guidance but how shit. I live a boring uninteresting life and I'm sure she'll realize this and leave me when see does. I'm 19 and have sucked with girls my whole life and I've never even been on a date before her and I'm having a lot fun getting to know her.Īnd to be honest she's the reason why I've wanted to improve myself. Been on 4 dates already and talked about getting serious. Still a friendless loser introvert.īUT! I have started talking to this girl. But again, I can't say I've improved my life. I want to start building legos and puzzles too. Just bought a cook book and I'm going to start cooking, mainly to start eating for lifting and to improve my diet rather than eating fast food. I'm still trying my best to try news things.
Been reducing the amount of video games I play and stared playing guitar too. I start lifting and been trying my best to start reading. Which why I've been trying my best (have had no success whatsoever though) trying to improve myself. Look, I have low self esteem and confidence. Don't want to say alpha because that just sounds insecure. It started with me wanting to me more masculine. I've been reading A LOT of post on the Red Pill.
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